Though swallows promenade about the barn
in shaker reels, I track them each by each
to guess their names and grandma’s names
and memorize their iridescent oddities
of feathers. Top, they wear the sober gray
of Oxford dons, but underneath they flash
like dancehall tarts. It is a country pomp.
I’ve brought you here to see them swing. Eavesdropping
at the swallows’ ball would be my Christmas gift
to you, so say “they’re perfect!”, but if not,
then I’ll persuade you how they signify the One
who said He counts each feather, signify the One
Who knitted figured swans into His temple silks
where mortal eyes were never cleared to look;
Who hemmed His levites’ robes around
with woven pomegranates, for no cause;
Who frets a kid might boil in mother’s milk
or oxen spend a sabbath in a ditch;
Who doodles in the margins of His book
things high and low:
the sweetness of His laws;
the date when I shall die;
a running count of berries bagged and labelled with the year.
You see? But winter’s freeze will kill the young
and winter’s murders haunt their barn.
Come help me fingertip their feathered dead
from under January snow into our house
of many mansions. Seat them high, at windows.
Dry and comb their plumage for no cause.
Though never cleared to see immortal skies
why should they not endure? I pray they fly
forever in some never setting sun.
I pray them back to join their nesting mothers
in the Kingdom of Accounted Feathers.
If it were not so, He would have told us.